Abandonment is an illusion.

The astrological information posted on social media declared 2024 to be a karmic year. I kind of forgot about this until a recent full moon brought some of my deep shadows to the surface. I got to meet once more my little dragon called abondonment. I have memories of being a 1 year old when my mum was sent to the hospital and I went to live with my grandmother for many months. Despite it being a loving, beautiful and mostly wonderful time with my grandparents and auntie, somewhere in my 1 year old psyche it seemed as though my whole Universe had collapsed. I missed my mum so much. I don’t remember how long it took me to open up to the unconditional love of my relatives, but what I am more aware of is the perhaps unjustified sense of abandonment, but never the less a significant hurt which formed during that time and sometimes these feelings show up for an opportunity to be healed.

So when these feelings come to the surface I try to embrace them, feeling as much Love and Light as possible. Recently I had a realisation about this repeating theme during a cacao ceremony and meditation.

I finally understood that this abondanment is really an illusion. We are never alone. Divine Source/God/Creator is always with us.

Nobody can really abandon us. We are spiritual beings in a physical body coming to meet each other for a certain period of time and then it’s time to separate from the current physical body. We are told that with most significant connections, we sometimes come back to each other in physical form and sometimes we might only meet later on in energetic form. In any event it has forever only ever been about Love. Even in a moment of despair, struggle and confusion, only Love is actually real.

Love to you all, as always.

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